Month in a NUT

Not weird but ordinary, the days are rolling and the clocks are never stopping ticking, our cells multiplying, we are growing, everything is changing and nothing & no-one dares to pause.
I read and heard some who are celebrating the summer end and autumn kick. I wish I can feel and celebrate the same but in this land of eternal dust nothing can be felt except sun bathes and curry smell. I will sound lame if I explain more.

The month of September which I always hated, wasnt hated this year. Simply cause I didnt feel the glooms of its approach. It went as if it didnt. I confess that without the help of the tiny bottom-right area of my screen that gives me the calendar, I would never know when the hell I am. Is it a start of detach from my natural rituals and habits or a change from within?

What I miss in this country is a place where I can sit and contemplate. A place where I can see the clear skies, count the stars, hear the whispers of nature and smell the ground flames. This place where we can run-away from time to time from the huge cement cage and the endless sculptures spread all over the city. A place where we can think and heal away from the organized chaos and high-tech life we are immersed in. The absence of such a place is the result of the hyper tempers everybody is having, me being one.

Now I am packed and ready to undergo a maybe-change. As usual I dont expect much of anything since my negativity always colors the scene and makes it happens (negatively). I am simply not expecting, I am keeping everything flow with Buddah's river of life. If anything happens, the coming post will state it.

For the time being, I will capitalize on the sprees coming out of my new outfit, continue buttering and equivocating the immensive stabber, deceiver, & quacker I have ever ever seen, who is totally mounted 2 feets on my west.

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The S-Therapy

The last two days where somehow on the unpredictable side. I wasnt thinking of anything in particular but things happened on their own trying to shuffle my puzzle of relations but my concerns were evaluated in progress and thus I avoided any downturns.

Today the weather is too hazy and sandy, the amount of sunlight is just perfect for my soul to relax (although I prefer wintery dimlight). The inner relaxations are complemeted with my physical and mental satisfaction after yesterday's tiny S-therapy as well as its a Thursday, no need to mention that tomorrow is my weekend.

Dispite my horrible dream, which rarely happens to me, and regardless of the misunderstanding that existed between me and my friends, I am glad everything is back on track and I am ready to launch myself happily to the weekend.

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Bound Round

I dont know what raised again my interest in blogging. Among the reasons that were pinching me is my quick look I had late last night on Samer's blah. I remembered many things through going by the blogs one by one. It may be the dates or the content or both, but I felt the nostalgia and I realized and blogging on a frequent manner will be fruitful on a long term scale. So Here I am again, on the stage, applause please :)

This morning was nice, dispite the tremendous traffic jam I witnessed on my way to work. The reason was the installation of the new toll gates on Sheikh Zayed Road and Maktoum bridge. The former one is close to my work so cars were trying to avoid it and thus jamming on the nearest exits and blocking my way to work. To go back to the nice things, I felt happy today for two reasons, one is job-related and the other is personal. The job-related was due to a little achievement I received acknowledgement for. The other personal is something I wont mention here, I will keep it, maybe the future will disclose it.

Usually Tuesdays for me are like a lost, undifined, and pending days. I dont neither hate nor love. But since they are at the mid-way to the weekend, thus I start planning what will be done during my days off. Mentioning that, well I am not decided yet, I am thinking of going out for a movie and later maybe passing by a Ramadani tent to taste the amazing SAHLAB pudding. Ouch, I am just salivating for a cup right now topped with cinnamon and arabic KAAK.

No gym today, I forgot my gym-pack at home as usual. Yesterday the gym was tiring and I left it exhausted with clear sign of possible fainting. Maybe thats because my diet portions are low these days and I lost some kilos. I am working on gaining some muscles and fats again to create a balance.

Well thats it for now, I am in the office so I am supposed to be working, but the system is down so its not wrong to benefit for a while and sneak into blogger.

CIAO