Pre AWOL Mood

It could pass the chance, this unforgettable and anxiuos chance, without blogging it; i am totally mixed, and you know, i feel a different feeling that looks like the same feeling that i would feel if i am going for the military service.

There, in no where, everything will be organized; properly organized. wake up on time, breakfast on time, lunch and dinner, ontime, and a lot of work without uttering any word of nagging.

I packed my stuff, as if i am going to war, making up dates for any missing items, and feeling that kind of, i dont know how to describe it, of departuring from my sweet bedroom, my comfortable bed, my pillow, my computer, everthing...

i will miss Mom, my angel, my caring, my motivator, my source of enthusiasm and energy, the good energy, my time companion, and my greatest supporter and guard. Its the first time i say this, but i think she deserves it; i have to confess, even though she know it.

I will miss Dad, my greatest support, my back up, and if i can say it, my BANK.
sorry dad; You are sometimes hard to understand me, but other times, you privide me with the exact and much more support that i deserve. I am that bad boy most of the times, but i make-up everything when my mood is sparking with energy and hope.

I all of that, my only remedy, and the main difference that will take over that kind of OWLish atmosphere, is the presence of the wonderful ladies on shoot. Tanya, Ranwa, i hope Sandra, and the great Brigid, whom i think we will have some conflicts on shoot. I experienced her in bad tempers few days ago, but i am preparing mysself for not making her even touch the first levels of that temper.

Thats all i could say tonight; i can say more but khalas, its enogh; I will see after the journey if i was right or wrong; but i know that every thing happens on contrast with what i think of. Thats my ugliest trait.

Good Night AWOL team, see you on Monday; I will not be the quite, tender Samer Jamal, but i will be somehow like Saddam; i want from you all notto hate me, understand me.

Good night