Ear size signals the "when" of Death

I lately got scared for some tips i read about in some sources and coincidently saw in one of the TV shows, locally produced.

The note states that the ear size may indicate how long a person will live. A small ear means a short life, a long ear signals a long life, a middle ear - medium age. The scary thing in this is that if this "exploration" prooves true, then i will be the first one to die because my ears are small enogh to make me a typical candidate for the examination of the hypothesis.

I dont know if thats a good or bad sign for me. long life is bad and a short life is bad and whatever i try to make my ears bigger, they will stay small. here maybe some Botox or silicon may suffice.

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I am in the DEAD Zone

There is nothing harder than being in an area where u feel yourself loosing time or space in exchange for nothing. Thats my situation nowadays. I finished all my requirements for getting a chanllenging job, i got many offers, and replied to some of them, still waiting for others, and most of them are appealing and somehow may fulfill my anxiety for a professional position in the future.

But in the time elapsing, day after day of waiting, i start feeling some danger, or more definitely scared; scared of loosing a particular offer or them forgetting my application.

I feel myself sitting in the middle of no-where, waiting for a balloon or anything to lift me up and save me; save me from time-loosing and unproductive time investment, although i am becomming politically over charged, since most of my readings are politics-related.

come lift me up, i dont want to loose more time from my [life interval]

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