When a person abides by the usual life standards and rules of decent communication in everyday life, at least he should expect the same in return; that was the case and still with a break that happened yesterday. I may have forgotten that when it comes to rudeness, I am the master of it. But my calmness is always dominating my behavior because it’s my personality first and second I am not a trouble seeker. I always try to do my job calmly, professionally, and without any outer intervention since those interventors that may assist are not my type of people especially after a battle of smoking-nonsmoking issues and when I really concluded that a wall is a wall no matter what approach you use with him.
I feel like writing today; I will not dig into the incident but rather I am glad it happened. This had arisen in me the same feeling that I once had regarding recalculating all decisions I have made and I am thinking to make. But this time I am sure that any decision I will undertake will come without mercy, and definitely without any regret.
Things are back under control. I was obliged to take away my usual calmness and mask up the rudeness that I know how to use. I didn’t need explanations and apologies that came from the responsible person, but rather I needed to show that when it comes to messing things up, I am the wrong one to mess with. I rarely be like that and don't like to be, but sometimes with piling conscious and unconscious conceptions, all will flood in a moment, and with me they flooded but I controlled the amount. I think that was sufficient for this first time, but the coming one, if it took place or dared to happen, I am sure, I am very sure, the flood will be devastating this time.
It will appear vague, I know, to the readers and they will ask what the hell he is talking about, and I know that some curious people will stay digging until they know what exactly happened. I say clearly that no one is allowed to ask since no answers will be given. So, please save your time; although I know that I may disseminate some tips to some.
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I feel like writing today; I will not dig into the incident but rather I am glad it happened. This had arisen in me the same feeling that I once had regarding recalculating all decisions I have made and I am thinking to make. But this time I am sure that any decision I will undertake will come without mercy, and definitely without any regret.
Things are back under control. I was obliged to take away my usual calmness and mask up the rudeness that I know how to use. I didn’t need explanations and apologies that came from the responsible person, but rather I needed to show that when it comes to messing things up, I am the wrong one to mess with. I rarely be like that and don't like to be, but sometimes with piling conscious and unconscious conceptions, all will flood in a moment, and with me they flooded but I controlled the amount. I think that was sufficient for this first time, but the coming one, if it took place or dared to happen, I am sure, I am very sure, the flood will be devastating this time.
It will appear vague, I know, to the readers and they will ask what the hell he is talking about, and I know that some curious people will stay digging until they know what exactly happened. I say clearly that no one is allowed to ask since no answers will be given. So, please save your time; although I know that I may disseminate some tips to some.
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